Notes to Heaven

One in a while a student comes along your path who truly moves you. It's like your souls have been waiting to be touched at the same time you are afraid of the encounter because you know it will change you forever. This has been my experience will all of my students at The Florence Film School who undoubtedly has touched me in the most deeply profound way.

She came to the course wanting to do a documentary on death and how people deal with it. She formulated it into a series of interviews that would lead to an event in Santa Spirito where these selected subjects would write a letter, presumably a good bye letter to the person with whom they had been with and was no more. Then attached them to red balloons and send then upwards spiraling towards the heavens.
The story was called "Notes To Heaven" and she asked me to take part in it, which by the way I never ever take part in my students films.

Well, I just knew I had to this. This was Peter's way of helping me let go of him and move on with my life. I realized that I had never even participated in a funeral or service for him. I had just refused to let go! As I began writing this letter I had never felt so much pain, pain every where in my body but especially my heart I cried almost every day all day and I kept wondering if I was going to make it though this. My God the truth is I really didn't want to live on with out Peter.

Well tomorrow we release the balloons in Santa Spirito. So I will let you know how I feel after this great event. It is at 2:00 P.M. It is open to anyone that wants to send a note up to heaven.
Elizabeth Monroy
Florence Film School